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When distance feels deeper

The complexity of the mind often stands in the way of finding true connection. The deeper we think, the harder it becomes to meet someone who understands the language of our silence. We crave meaning, not noise — but in that craving, we also mistake intensity for intimacy. Maybe that’s why safety feels sterile and suffering feels sexy. The mind is wired for thrill — it chases uncertainty, it feeds…

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I’m 21 now — busy, tired, chasing goals. No friends, no company, just silence and a dull ache of loneliness. I don’t even know what I’m chasing anymore. Then one day, I wake up…and I’m 14 again. But this time, I don’t rush. I know what to treasure. Mom comes in, waking me up —“Get ready for school, you’re getting late!” But I don’t yell, I don’t groan. I just listen. Because after that year, no on…

When distance feels deeper

My first post